Watashi wa saikin...roshiago kirai ni nachatta. Gomen^^



I am tired of being mediocre.

I have never wanted to be famous. I have seen the cost of that-- no privacy, people making assumptions about who you are and the kind of person you are even as they themselves don't consider you as a person.

But it would be nice... very nice... to be undeniably good at something. Just one thing, that I could know I was really good at.

I suppose it's always been a mile wide and an inch deep for me. I can do lots of things. Some of them I even do well.

But I don't think there's anything I can do that is unique, that I can do better than anyone. Normally, that shouldn't be such a painful thought. But it grows difficult when there are other people for whom such things seem to come naturally.

I've always believed that I was created for a reason... a single drop of color on the landscape of God's painting. That's what has saved me for so many years.

So what color am I?